wanting to fight wars and be loved by vampires and werewolves

I think I get way too into movies than I should. Like when I watch them I feel like the characters are my friends and family and everything happening to them is happening to me. So when I live my actual life... its completely boring. Has anyone else ever struggled with this? I call it struggling with anti-climax. How am i expected to have fun doing nothing when my "friend" Lucy is fighting wars in a magical world and my other "friends" Ron and Hermione are battling the most evil source of evil there is. And its not just movies either... its the same with books! My "friend" Bella is in love and loved by a vampire and a werewolf. Me? I basically sit at home all day gaining weight.

Advice??

(I put "" around friends because I am using the term loosely. I have real friends too!!)

Average

Average

by: Lily (me)

Its not as easy as it seems

to make an impact on this place

trying to become the best you've seen

to make an impressed look on your face

i try so hard at everything

you know i would do anything

and i know i haven't succeeded when

I'm an average once again

Just Me.

Okay so I've never had a blog before so I'm not 100% sure what I'm supposed to "blog" about. I think I'm going to use it like an online journal.
The title of my first post is named Just Me. for a reason. I know it's cliche to be all "just be yourself!" but that's what I live by. Or at least I try to live by.

Here are a couple things that define "me"

• I am a teen girl, sister, daughter, friend, dancer, and a believer
• I am in love with three different guys. They are all fictional characters.
• I have a Savior who died for me.
• I struggle with anti-climax
• I have a passion. It is to dance
• I am sometimes the most secure person ever. And sometimes I am so not.
• I wish I was a zebra. Or at least I wish I owned one.
• I am terrified of home invaders
• I speak Gilmore. (as in Gilmore Girls)
• I am also a complete and total book nerd!